PERSONAL

So breaks my heart,Not the first time,But the last time.Did I dare to think,I could be happy,For one moment I dreamed ,A country garden.Loving arms, your mouth on mine Juices flowing, safe secure Trust found, now shattered, I ruin it all, my mother’s words Or were they yoursI cover my ears, Memories scream ,nightmares return .Did I really think I worthy of respec From the one’s that should love me mostbest to protect, a mother’s son before my teens, records   showturmoil with hate, jealousy replique montre de luxe and ragetheirs or mine, both the samestrangers they tell, still the same,sad, sad, sad story,a families shame,sad and cold, best to forget.....me.